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I wanted to tell you i wanted to tell youI wanted to tell you by ~Sacrifice-Eternal
that ive joined you with everything good in my life
i wanted to tell you
that i forgave you a long time ago, and i wish we could start again
i wanted to tell you
that ive lied about how ive felt to protect you, and i dont regret it
i wanted to tell you
that i still feel the same way as i did when we started
you wanted to tell me
that you were sorry for everything you did to me
you wanted to tell me
that although the it factor wasnt there you still loved me in a different way
you wanted to tell me
that it hurt you how much i suffered when we ended
you wanted to tell me
that you put up with all my crap beca
This Path You are the twisted path tht leads away from eveything I work forThis Path by ~Sacrifice-Eternal
away from everything I am, away from the beauty of the flowers
and the roses and the sunsets that I have seen and breathed and enjoyed on this long
walk that I have taken and I'm weary
Weary of your doubt and your condescension,
and how I feel so small and insignifacant because
you said you loved me and told me you cared
and said that you wanted me when all you wanted
was the idea of me.
The reflection of me as I walked along the path
that you so carelessly are making me deviate from
like some elemental force of nature that I just cannot resist
no matter how har
Shouting I whisper so softlyShouting by ~Sacrifice-Eternal
can't you hear me
im whispering to you
whispering clearly
hoping against hope that it means something
this time and this effort,
i wonder to myself,
will it come to fruition
leaving my heart and my hope
in your hands,
i leave you in charge,
this is you story to write
im talking now
cant you hear me?
im talking to you
talking so clearly
i see your eyes
the fire that burned there
cooled and forgotten
im scared by the emptiness
maybe im wrong,
you go through all the motions,
all the right words and right actions,
surely they aren't for nothing
im worried now
can't you hear it?
im trying t
saviour edit desperation leads mesaviour edit by ~Sacrifice-Eternal
fear drives me
loneliness haunts me
confusion is me
promises made
lies kept
decieve me sweetly
break me kindly
pretend you care
talk to me lovingly
hold me closely
stab me slowly
veil after veil
a web of deceit
ive lost myself in you
you consumed me
i needed it
i wanted it
i begged for it
i got it
it was almost too easy
to see what was happening
when you stopped calling
when you stopped caring
you held me so dear
you laughed with me
you had fun with me
you betrayed me
me and the promises implied
the love presumed
the care assumed
now im hurt and im dying
bleeding in the open
Sta.sh
-Sino.
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"IT'S THE FIRST COLTS GALACTIC EMPIRE!"
FOR THE HORDE!
I ARE SPARTAN.
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"IT'S THE FIRST COLTS GALACTIC EMPIRE!"
FOR THE HORDE!
I ARE SPARTAN.
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She blows through a gust of porcelain affections.
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